Wednesday, July 8, 2009

You will never leave me alone again

O love of mine

I adore your words

When you say ‘you will never leave me alone’

And I am holding to your words

Like a little child who has gripped her mother’s hand

With a fear of getting lost in this selfish, cruel, unkind, loveless and monstrous world

the world that has gone astray

Because her mother is the source of love and care against the vulgar disparity of life

Yes

I don’t want to be left alone, unloved and unwanted

I gain strength from your love

As it runs like electricity in my veins and becomes very essence of myself

And feels like I have got wings to fly

Now I can touch the distant worlds that are mysterious and beautiful

Yes, as if I can seek joy in lonely places

Yes, I am flying without any fear of falling on earth

Because I know if I fell on the ground

O love of mine

You will not let me fall

You will rescue me and hold me in your arms

Yes, you will hold me in your arms

And you will never leave me alone again!!

1 comment:

a said...

Just one moment ago…

While you were sleeping, peacefully down there on our bed, I was sitting beside you…
your big brown eyes were closed and your long black hair was slightly moving by the soft warm breeze

I was drifting away, getting lost in thoughts…

It is her eyes that made me fall in love with her
the beauty of her mind that keeps me loving her

It is her who gives me strength
Her who makes me trying to be better than I am
Her who gives color to my life
Her who makes dark days bright

It is her who makes me stronger than I am
more courageous than I ever thought…
I defend her, protect her, fight for her when I have to
cross cultures, borders, continents to be with her
stay close when she needs me and distant when she wants me to

I want to laugh, dance with her when she is happy
be there, care for her when she feels sad
stand behind her, catch her when she falls
encourage her, motivate her when she rises

Yes it’s you, my girl, who I am thinking about

And it’s you who gives me strength

… I am returning from my daydreams and the breeze is still moving your long hair, the afternoon sun rays streaming through the open window makes your hair shining in beautiful dark shades. I am kissing your hand and you are waking up slowly. I am holding you in my arms and feel the warmth coming from deep inside you.